As far as what my future consists of I don’t know. Will my love grow? I don’t know. (Just thought I’d add the little beatles quote in here) Right now, in lieu of one pathetic human whose ending in this tale rapidly approaches… I am very happy. While there is a cloud of uncertainty over everything I am doing my best to remain upbeat and positive… sometimes failing. Last night was lame – but I cannot ignore the time we’ve spent because of that instance. Perhaps I am being a bit unrealistic in my desire for such instant results. I can be a bit more patient while I wait for that to finally terminate. In the mean time I will just continue on as we have been, very close. There are a lot of things I have to consider… it will all fall into place soon. We can and likely will leave this place, long before 3 years. I was a bit worried but then my friend Yen saved the day – she thought I should consider this quote even though she doesn’t know the details of the situation. “If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were.” Well, we did that. Five months ago, and now here we are. I love her beyond any words, while I may appear to be foolish to some – I do not care a single bit. The arrogant, cocky, proud and vain will get what they deserve. What goes around comes around. The love you get is equal to the love you make. I have made much more. Regardless, every moment spent together is affirming what I all ready knew. We were made for eachother.