Hello everyone, it has been a few days – much has changed. I do not even know where to begin, essentially I have won the main battle of my life – while there remains a few more things to do, it basically is done. So then why do I feel so wrestles? Why am I so stressed? In fact, most of my stress is now gone. I trust that the situation is on the verge of resolution. There is nothing left to do, everything stands out in the open exposed now to all who wish to see it. So, with all of this hanging in the balance it would be wise of me to wait it out. Unfortunately, time is not something I have to give as freely now. As of yesterday, I am on the payroll of the US Government set to leave the financial realm and set out on what will likely be an adventure. Though some do not view it in the light they should, it really should be treated as that. I will be leaving New York in a month and a half or so and headed to San Antonio to begin. After the first step – if all is as I expect, I will come back and retrieve my Dummy from this dreary region provided she is ready. This isn’t the end of me by any means, it is four years I probably would have sat around being confused about what I really wanted to do. My biggest fear is to wind up a loser in my mid twenties, unaccomplished and uncertain. Though I have a very good job now, there has to be more out there than this. I am determined to find it. I expect it will be a challenge, I will work physically first then I will work my mind to a level I’ve not worked it in a long time. The time will go by fast, and even faster still if my most adored person of all time meets up along the way. Either way, we will correspond daily.