Well, the world is more likely to explode than my family be efficient. Off I go again to my mom’s house for another thanksgiving dinner because we cannot combine my mom’s family and step dad’s family into one meal. It’s silly but what are you going to do. I need to go to the doctor’s today to get a medical release for the Air Force and then back to MEPS on Monday or Tuesday to be sworn in. I have a stomach ache, I was going to not eat but perhaps I will go make some eggs and toast or something. So I got this stupid ESPN catalogue in the mail and have no idea why, I mean… I really only use the internet for porn and ryankenward.com – I don’t remember any ESPN porn sites… (kidding for those who won’t catch on). Yuck, I’ve become a morning person… this is awful, I hate getting up and having it be so bleak outside. I miss waking up at noon with the sun on my face and going into work around 1-2. Now I get up at 6 AM (even on my days off now habitually but go back to sleep kind of) and go to bed at 11:00 or so. I’m lame. This is what happens when you work a job with a normal shift, although mine is slightly longer than most I’m a 7:30 – 5:30 guy which means a lot of over time and more money but also means less time to do things. Of course what do I actually do besides sit around anyhow… Oh well. That’s all for now.

- Ryan