- and now you know!

What a dumb name for a day of the week, if it were up to me I’d call it flocci­nauci­nihili­pili­ficationday just for fun. Try to fit that on your crappy calendars walmart. I am listening to Audioslave right now, they are awesome. I wish I could record an album then sit there and listen to it, I can just imagine them sitting there being blown away as well. There was that one band I was in there and I never really was super satisfied with anything we did, it was good for what it was but… I don’t know. Musically uninspired, partly my fault for not coming up with more catchy bass lines (of course, I did often and they got voted down) – drumming was good though, the guitar though… Eh… same chords over and over again and then very lame solos. Vocals, nothing great. Still, it was fun to go out and play shows though I’m reluctant towards attention after the set – I prefer to just hang out with the band and not have dumb people come up to me… cool people are good to go but it was always like eleventeen year old girls. Sigh. I should start writing again, perhaps when I finish my stint in the Air Force I will have more time to organize some better things. I am in a good long winded rant mode today, that’s unusual and a sign that things are starting to settle. I’ve accepted some things suck, and other things do not need to suck at all… It’s all within my reach, I just need to organize the chaos and start making things click. Been there, done that – can and will do it again. My short lived relationship with Verizon is coming to an end as I’m switching back to Cingular. I’m tired of seeing consistently large bills and I guess it isn’t just me. Not to mention CDMA? WTF Verizon, get on the band wagon maybe you’d have better phone options and you would have been a better iPhone contender. Although, the dumbasses at Verizon declined carrying the iPhone because Apple wanted a share in the profits and Verizon said no way Mr. Jobs. Dumb dumb dumb, and this is why – how much revenue has come from iPods and Mac books in the past year — filthy large amounts, Verizon would have definitely won in that deal but no. Ah well, who cares. I’m getting the Sony Ericsson w810i to start with and hopefully the US will get the k790a soon so I can upgrade to that. I like my phone to be able to launch weapons and be compact and stylish at the same time. Well – I suppose that’s all for now.

- Ryan