Probably the most pointless subject line I’ve ever written but I wanted to include Friday in the line and then use alliteration and that was the best and shortest thing I could come up with – now that I’ve gone into an over explanatory statement as to why the subject of this post is so unrelated to what I will write about, I suppose I can now go ahead and write about whatever I was going to write. Whew. Perhaps it is a side effect of the cold weather but I’ve been feeling very somber and introspective, well… more than normal I guess – this past week. There is a lot on my mind and a lot of things are up in the air… Do I care to elaborate? Not really. Mental note: I am naturally very shy, I need to get over that. Also I am feeling very uncreative, and have been for a few weeks… I just can’t seem to form a string of ideas together to make a whole… I come up with funny one liners, funny concepts that just aren’t quite there, bits of a guitar riff, lines in a song… nothing seems to be coming easy. Probably because so much of my mind is churning over another situation. Nothing can ever be easy, lesson learned – now can things be easy please? I think I’m becoming a miser, I don’t like spending money. I compulsively look at my account balances, I should stop doing that. I haven’t worked out in two days, I’ve been tired and preoccupied. I probably will do a lot this weekend to make up for it. Maybe I will get a gym membership so I can get away from home, then again I may have to meet stereotypical annoying health freaks that will instantly clash with me as I’m eating Wendy’s and running on a treadmill. I can’t help that I have high metabolism, I can’t fight it. I’ve cut back on transfats because even though I’m not one hundred percent satisfied with life I don’t want to die a fatty. My last day at work is the 23rd of March, I turn 21 on March 26 and ship out to San Antonio on the 4th of April (busy me). I noticed that good movies are a rare thing, I own probably around 70 DVDs and I think I’ve watched them all at least 4 times as well as all commentaries and extra features… I need to find new movies. I still have several hours of Jay and Silent Bob strikes back extra features since I got that yesterday. Wow this is a long-winded arbitrary post. In short, I love green high lighter, I love pea coat, I love paper work… wait scratch that I hate paper work, I love… cell phone and, I love Dummy. Ooops, I am not supposed to say that, I may be executed now in a most gruesome way… that’s okay I will have just enough time to plan a counter attack which will involve gummy bears, the blue stuff you put combs in, yards of yarn, and a slinky.
- Ryan