- and now you know!

Alas, 2007 has passed by. A lot happened, a lot changed, a lot didn’t change… Though I brought in the New Year with the person whom up until that point was the person that loved me the most, it appears it wasn’t so. I lost my dummy… my best friend, my inspiration and my heart. So, starting this year off completely alone is all ready a bad start… I have no idea how to recover it. I’ll never understand the whole mess, and I guess that acceptance is all I can hold on to. I will miss hearing her voice over the phone waking me up from my sleep… or her beautiful eyes looking back into mine as she smiled radiantly. I never really could have imagined she meant more to me than I thought because I thought so much of her all ready but now with things in perspective I see clearly now that she was the most important thing in my life. Well… that’s all from the lonely sad man now…

- Ryan