August 20th 2004 was a historical day for internet, it was the date I bought ryankenward.com and decided to force myself upon the masses.  So many things have changed in six years, in my life, the world, and even this site.  If you were to come here 6 years ago you would find me writing crazy little pieces of fiction that I did for fun in my spare time.  Spare time? What the hell is that?!  Now you find a barren wasteland of internet here; from nearly daily posts years back to nearly quarterly posts today.  I’m not sure why I don’t blog anymore.  I guess it could be because I have too many other things going on, or it could be the part where crappy things always seem to happen.   At any rate, here I am writing for probably the last time until October when I suddenly realize I have one of those blog things.

I use wordpress on a daily basis but the context has changed so dramatically.  When I write anything now its usually a review or some sort of administrative tidbit for staff or users of Vagary.TV.

Come to think about it, maybe an even larger part of the reason why I don’t really write like I used to is that I’ve become even more reclusive than ever before.  Not entirely for my own sake but for that of my family.  I guess I don’t feel as comfortable now with just anyone reading my little musings.

Then there’s my real job, which I can’t really say anything about.

So what more is there to write?  Perhaps someday I will find that energy to write interesting or funny things on a regular basis but today certainly doesn’t seem to be that day.  For all of you who have wasted your time reading this, sorry.

I also used to have subscribers, don’t see much of those anymore…
Here are some cool sites though:

www.vagary.tv
www.realmofshadows.us
www.gamebynight.com
www.gameseers.us
www.finalchallenge.net

Woot.

See you next quarter!
~Ryan