I am so uninspired, blah…   I just cannot seem to spark any creativity in me anymore.  It is frustrating but all at the same time I just don’t care.  I guess I am just discontented with how much disarray my life has had the kindness of snowballing into.  There are eight hundred forty six possibly variations that could have taken place to avoid this present state.  None of them were really that possible anyway.  While some good things do shine in my life, they’re far too far away.  There must be some solution.  If only my brain would work as well as it used to.