Archive for the ‘ Life, as I know it ’ Category
I admit I’ve been lazy for the past few months and just now got around to checking my stats for the first time since October and all I can say is whooooooa. I went from having around 200 hits a day to 20. I’m not sure how that happened, it is crazy. Maybe lack of [ READ MORE ]
Straylight Run – The Perfect Ending Taken in context It’s not a bad thing But when you start to pick it apart It gets so depressing It’s that sort of thing That makes you think too much It’s that sort of thing That makes you lose your objectivity So, if you made it Just be glad that you did and stay there If you ever feel [ READ MORE ]
Thinking back on the way things were, I really was living with my eyes closed. My loyalty basically made me blind to anyone else who existed. Now, it seems like I’m very aware. Which is good, and bad. It was much easier just knowing the way your life would be, now I’m not so sure. [ READ MORE ]
Trying to find songs I’ve written over the past year… found a short poem I wrote back in April. On a cold April morning he summoned his remaining strength rose to his feet and quietly slipped into madness he lost himself in her he went with no struggle he went with no fear he simply went never to return [ READ MORE ]
I’m convinced that either the world is crazy or I am, and considering I’m the only one that I cannot categorize into the world I guess its me. I have never felt less inspired, less ambitious, less happy, less free in any part of my life. Apparently the late David Foster Wallace and I seem [ READ MORE ]
It’s interesting when the person who made you more miserable than anyone else in the world says you’re sad and they can help when the last thing you want is to even think of them anymore. If there were someway I could wake up tomorrow and forget that existence I would pay an obscene amount [ READ MORE ]
Currently reading The Universe in a Nutshell by Stephen Hawking – a follow up to his book a Brief History of Time. This book is much easier to follow and presents more diagrams and more comprehensible examples. This is what I look like after soaking my mind up with knowledge. But I’m still just me at the [ READ MORE ]
I feel like half of me is dead, it had to be severed like a cancer though. Cold turkey. Though I wish there could have been another way, I did not see one. Decisions were made, I wasn’t in them. Someday it will be an obvious mistake and not one I can sweep under the [ READ MORE ]
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever feel that happy again, or that comfortable, or that understood or that purposeful. Almost all times I doubt it very much. I’m an alien visiting the world trying to find others like me, but I frequently discover that any like me have come and gone before I was even [ READ MORE ]
John Lennon – Jealous Guy I was dreaming of the past. And my heart was beating fast, I began to lose control, I began to lose control, I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m sorry that I mad you cry, I didn’t want to hurt you, I’m just a jealous guy, I was feeling insecure, You night not love me any more, I was shivering inside, I [ READ MORE ]
