Rupert lives in a posh studio apartment.  It smells like Kimchee and Old Spice, the Old Spice was my touch.  He appreciated it.  Even though he’s Korean he’s one of the few who knows Kimchee is icky.

He’s not like his American, Mexican or Japanese cousins – his serial number is a mystery.

Rupert and I love to hang out and sing songs, in this picture I was teaching him the solo to “Let it Be” – we laughed a lot when we realized I only remembered the first half off the top of my head.

Death Cab for Cutie – What Sarah Said

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I’ve already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

‘Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes ‘round and everyone lift their heads
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who’s gonna watch you die? So who’s gonna watch you die

Death Cab is an excellent band – I love them because they have great music for just relaxing and what not.

Last year when I was in Florida I lost a vast majority of the content on my site, I had a backup but there were compatibility issues with that and the version of wordpress I was running.  After a little help from some smart guys I finally restored all 200+ posts that have been missing for over a year.  RK.com is once again complete since the day it went online in August 2005 to the present day.

Update:  I also uploaded my livejournal which covers feb 2004-sep2005

My life makes no sense.  I’m never really happy.  Fuck.  Back to your regularly scheduled RyanKenward.com-ness.

Sea of Japan, originally uploaded by ryankenward.

The Sea of Japan isn’t that great when you aren’t there with the person you should be there with…