I need my poor poor dodge shadow to be road aggressive again, this stupid not having of a good tire needs to end. I was supposed to get one saturday but my family had other stuff to do which shows how low I am on the list of priorities. Soo, I’ve just been sitting at home like a 30 year old loser practically. I played Metal Gear Solid: The Twin Snakes for game cube from start to finish, beat that in 14 hours total… it wasn’t so bad, the story line was awesome and you get to kick a guy’s ass and he’s got a mullet. Yup. Matt Roberts came over and chilled with me on Friday, we ventured to tops in alden for candy and I showed him how to slightly fool the scales… uhhh… yeah, and we watched Orange County, which is the second time in that week I watched it because Aaron came over and also wanted to see it… but it’s a good movie for sure. Ummmmmm, I guess that’s all. Comment Comment Comment.
~Ryan

So today it hit me that this is the end when I had my friends signing my year book. It’s very sad in a way but also, exciting. I really will miss seeing some people everyday, if it wasn’t for certain people I would have had a lot harder of a time getting up and wanting to come to school everyday (well, most everyday…). I am so thankful for all the friends I have, you know who you are and I know who you are and that’s all I could really ever ask for. You should all know that you can get in touch with me any time and if I can I will drop whatever I’m doing to come help you out with anything. I can only hope I will make another group of friends as wonderful as the ones I have now when I venture off into the world to try to make my mark on it. I know I will keep in touch with all my old friends to the best of my ability. I have a feeling I’m going to be writing novels in other people’s year books soon enough but I mean everything I’m saying now and everything I’ll say then. If our relationships were not enough to prove that the world isn’t such a dark place after all I don’t know what it will take to make people see that but I hope whatever it is will find you. I truly cannot express how grateful I am for all of you. I’ve had my ups and downs like anyone else but I wouldn’t trade any of it away. To my other classmates, (I don’t know how many of you read this) I am very proud to be graduating with you all; even if we didn’t always get along…

Anyhow, enough of that.

Well, there were some other things I was going to write but after sitting here for 5 minutes starting to type something but then back spacing it out I guess I’ll just leave this as is for now. I wish I could find a way to say the things I want to say, but now is not the time and this is not the way.

With much love,
~Ryan

Another song I wrote.

Ummmmm… my dodge shadow decided to be cool and blow out the back left tire for some reason so I am shadowless for a few days. *mutter* I also have no skateboard, which makes it a thousand million times worse. Wednesday and Thursday I might go to FDR in Philly with C. Vogel and the Brudzilla if I can get a board and some revenue by then, if not I will be doing preschool stuff. This week has been so boring, nothing cool happened at all. For serious. Take care kiddies, leave comments.
~Ryan

As stated I feel a little under the weather today but that’s not too big of a deal. Last night we did our play “Down to Earth”, which was okay… but I wouldn’t call it good, I doubt anything will compare to the last play of “Touched by an Angle” it was a terrible play but I did goof stuff with it. Today my dad and I were out and we ran into a friend of his that he graduated with and he offered me a tech job at his car dealership, he told me to come in sometime and fill in an application so I think I shall. If I could get a stable job there I’d take it over my other job, even if it pays a little less just because it’s a job I’d enjoy doing. Oh, and our neighbor here looks like Don Veto only not as fat.
~Ryan