I’m in the computer room missing english because I was supposed to have bought these stupid essays for psychology and have them read by today but I didn’t want to spend the money buying them so I went to the library to read them and they were both out – so someone else had the same thought as me but got there first. *mutter* So for an update on the life of me I’m transferring to RIT next year, and am -not- going to La yet, I plan on getting my Bachelors Degree at RIT then making the move to take over G4 
Oh, that band that I’m in where I do the thing is playing a show next month – the 22nd, everyone should be there check out the website for more info <--- www.carpenoctemrock.info ---> Yes.
~Ryan
Whoa, what’s with all this crazy new crap on live journal? Too much crap on the screen for me to handle, anywho I’ll just look around it and go on with my update. So, exciting stuff that happened this week – uhhh, nothing much really. Wednesday I went to Eli’s youth group which was actually pretty cool and Kara was there. I’m in english class wishing there was a bomb threat or something, this is my least favorite class. Ugh. I wrote a new song last night, it all flowed out right away – the death of writers block finally! Why is nobody signing my guest book or commenting? I’m out, you’ve just been Gadded!!!!!
<3
Ryan
Time for an update. I’m broke, very very broke. The neon thought it was the shadow or something and all kinds of things decided to not be in good condition all of the sudden. I had to get a new battery because the other one died, then I realized it was because the alternator was broke. So new alternator / some other work – $300.00, yeah… about me having that much money laying around – so dad covered the tab which is a bad thing. So, now I have to find another job. Office Max should hurry up and hire me, bah. So, no fun for me until I have money again and don’t owe my dad. 
I’m a bad procrastinator, I don’t do homework until the last minute and even then I don’t bother to do it well… I’m just not motivated right now. So here I am updating this because I can’t focus on my homework. A lot of new stuff is going on, so where to start…
G4TV
You may be asking… what? Some of you may have found out, others may not have. It is looking more and more likely that I will be moving to LA in the near future for an internship at G4TV, I applied assuming they’d never bother with me and they called back the next day and have kept in touch with me since last Friday. So, I’m very very close to reaching my dream… I’m going to work as an intern on the show that I someday hope to host – the screen savers, and by the looks of the new show, they could really use me… it’s so childish it’s insane. Ah well, I’m still a loyal fan – but I prefer the old style much more.
The Band
Yes, that’s still going… in fact we got 2 members (getting the final member Thursday at practice) – Nick and Jared, both are very talented and very cool. We practiced together for the first time yesterday and all I can say is a-mazing. We all work together so well, and we did a cover of A Favor House Atlantic by Coheed and Cambria which sounded so damn good it was insane – my vocals were shocking, even I didn’t know I could do it so well. We’re playing an acoustic show with Said the Sparrow and Another Minute Late next month, the 22nd so everyone should come. Click Here
So I guess that’s really all I feel like talking about, lot of not so good things going down but I’m going to forget all about it and move on. I’m not wasting anymore time on ships that will never sail. How metaphorical of me.
Good night.
~Ryan
The world had hit him straight on, leaving him crippled. The daily agony became heavier and heavier – making him tremble beneath all that rested upon him. All that he cared about was deceptive, he had less and less motive to wake with each passing day. He had no one he trusted to tell of that which destroyed him. Sitting down at his table, all alone he stared blankly at a piece of empty paper; suddenly movement. The pen scratched it’s path along the paper, pouring it’s heart out. Then abruptly the furious scratches halted… He rose like a lifeless shell, made his way to the door and stepped through… never to return again.
