Well well, how is this for consistancy. I have to go to work in like 5 minutes and there are a million things on my mind I’d rather be doing or places I’d rather be. I hate this jobs so much, I need to find another one really bad. Work, my family here, school – it’s all completely draining me. Not that I want to sound like a huge complainer but seriously, I doubt anyone else is doing this much and still trying to do college. If there was a way to drop anything I would but it’s absolutely critical that I don’t, which sucks. I just keep praying something worth while will happen sooner or later.
~Ryan

Does anyone else hate white people who act black? I do, I don’t hate either one – just hate it when white people act black. I don’t find any style in over sized jump suits, songs that feature sound effects, every word rhymes usually rhyming with itself and the chorus is the entire song. Perhaps it’s because I live in a town filled with people like this that it aggrovates me, or maybe it’s because I live in a house with them. I need to get an apartment or something, this is going to drive me nuts… more than it all ready has. I’m not trendy, or one for conformity whatsoever so this place is drowning my personality and my creativity. I could go on but then again, who cares?

Well, I haven’t been up to terribly much lately due to work and college and then more work but yesterday I actually got out so that was cool. I went to Eli’s and sat around then we got Darlene and Chelsie and went to Main Street Coffee and watched a show, which was alright – I don’t really enjoy going there as much as I did in the beginning because now it has become so trendy which bugs me. We didn’t pay to get in except for Darlene because she’s a good person, I drew X’s on us with a black gel pen but it turns out the X’s the door man was making were green so he asked where we got the black ones from and I shrugged and just walked going straight towards the front towards Chris because he was doing the sound equipment with Curly. The bands weren’t that spectacular, Johnny Lucas was pretty good – Wren isn’t my style, and Linblum isn’t either, but it’s not like they aren’t good at what they do so good job regardless. Then we went to Dan’s house because it was Ryan’s birthday (not me in 3rd person, Clark) and there were so many people there. I don’t even think we knew some of them. It was good to see everyone though because it has been a very long time, Jesse is back which is cool. Joe and I plan on hunting wolverines, watching nascar and drinkin beer while we sing praise to Dale for dyin’ for our sins. lmao. I saw the Mr and Mrs Butter for the first time in a long time too which was cool. Everyone was pretty drunk but that’s not really my scene and since I was going to be driving within an hour it wasn’t a good time to even test drive it. The police pulled some person over outside their house and I was a bit on edge with that because of all the underaged drinking and so on, but it was all good. I went home and that was that. I played some Straylight Run on the Geeetar with my sister who I showed how to play the background music in Extentialism on Prom night – which brings me to me not being at Straylight Run’s show tonight because it sold out. I would have bought a ticket in advance but it wasn’t until a few days ago I found out I had tonight off. So it will probably be months before I get a chance to see them again but I will be in advance whenever they come back. I really want to start playing some music with other people, playing with Aaron is fun – we play pretty well together so that is really cool. I wish I could find a bassist, drummer and keyboardist because I really love what keys add to music. I don’t have any intention of playing shows for quite a while now, but it would be nice just to make some full sounds. I need a new job, if anyone knows of any good ones that are paying 250+ a week let me know, I’m making more than that now but I’ll take less money to escape the clutches of the evil “coolaid factory”.

~Ryan

Straylight Run is playing Sunday! I’m excited, I wanted to buy a digital camera before the show but it looks like I won’t be able to (Thanks Car Insurance! *** INSERT CHEESY FACE *** ) Tonight is Thursday – AKA the Friay of Ryan Kenward world since it is the last day of work this week. I have Sunday off for Presidents Day which makes very little sense to me, when do jobs give you days off for that? It’s not like I’m a president. Or am I…? This is very important to whoever is reading this – sometime in the near future check in on these sites…

www.ligeronline.com – Craig’s new site
www.nessiealliance.com – My new site

They will be awesome, and we will have shirts and stuff too.

I guess thats all.