As long as the stars are still burning in the sky then I will never give up the dream that I have.

Here I am suffocating on the ocean floor with no hope anymore. My lungs begin to burn and I feel my stomach churn. The last ray of hope has vanished and I’m stuck here with no rope.

The chaotic cluster of continuous looping thoughts, constantly and consistently destroys me in my sleep.

Waking without you was one thing I never wanted to do. The empty spot where you laid hurts more than being shot.

There’s a lot of things in life, none of which I know…

— Productive Outlet. Ignore the quality of the recording(s) (when they are all there) I will actually do them right eventually…

The odds were stacked against us from the day our eyes met. Despite all opposition we got closer and closer and our happiness fed off of each other – but then my world stopped turning and sadness set in… Now I am the outsider always looking in. With faces that see the sorrow in my eyes and grin. Home was never really home, and now I find that I’m alone. Where tomorrow goes I’m uncertain but I fear at last the time has come to never speak of such things. To forget the love that burned so true, to forget the closeness we had. To forget the feel of your lips, oh the broken don’t have dreams. With a heart full of desolation and a mind full of chaos, I beg for it all to be taken away. Absolve me of my wrong doings, absolve me of this burden. Truth will set me free but I won’t be here too very long. I believed in us but now my faith is gone. I had hopes for us but now even the last flicker of flame has been extinguished. I’m going away. I dreamed I would take you there but now you’re the reason for leaving…