What a dumb name for a day of the week, if it were up to me I’d call it floccinaucinihilipilificationday just for fun. Try to fit that on your crappy calendars walmart. I am listening to Audioslave right now, they are awesome. I wish I could record an album then sit there and listen to it, I can just imagine them sitting there being blown away as well. There was that one band I was in there and I never really was super satisfied with anything we did, it was good for what it was but… I don’t know. Musically uninspired, partly my fault for not coming up with more catchy bass lines (of course, I did often and they got voted down) – drumming was good though, the guitar though… Eh… same chords over and over again and then very lame solos. Vocals, nothing great. Still, it was fun to go out and play shows though I’m reluctant towards attention after the set – I prefer to just hang out with the band and not have dumb people come up to me… cool people are good to go but it was always like eleventeen year old girls. Sigh. I should start writing again, perhaps when I finish my stint in the Air Force I will have more time to organize some better things. I am in a good long winded rant mode today, that’s unusual and a sign that things are starting to settle. I’ve accepted some things suck, and other things do not need to suck at all… It’s all within my reach, I just need to organize the chaos and start making things click. Been there, done that – can and will do it again. My short lived relationship with Verizon is coming to an end as I’m switching back to Cingular. I’m tired of seeing consistently large bills and I guess it isn’t just me. Not to mention CDMA? WTF Verizon, get on the band wagon maybe you’d have better phone options and you would have been a better iPhone contender. Although, the dumbasses at Verizon declined carrying the iPhone because Apple wanted a share in the profits and Verizon said no way Mr. Jobs. Dumb dumb dumb, and this is why – how much revenue has come from iPods and Mac books in the past year — filthy large amounts, Verizon would have definitely won in that deal but no. Ah well, who cares. I’m getting the Sony Ericsson w810i to start with and hopefully the US will get the k790a soon so I can upgrade to that. I like my phone to be able to launch weapons and be compact and stylish at the same time. Well – I suppose that’s all for now.
- Ryan
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Once upon a time, it was a day like any other day that quickly turned into a dark and stormy night. Sitting before a bright CRT monitor was champion MMORPG legend Milo Ferris gazing vacantly at the screen as he furiously tapped keys on the keyboard and violently moved his mouse about on it’s dirty crud covered mouse pad. Milo Ferris, a legend – as he referred to himself, was a portly 28 year old balding man who lived with his 63 year old mother. He often dined on pizza hot pockets and quenched his legendary thirst with cans of generic cola. The room around him was in disarray, clothes, Frito (please don’t sue me Frito company, think of it as free advertisement) bags, and video game magazines. He was working on leveling up his level 48 elven bard on his new favourite multiplayer online game, working so hard in fact he had not moved from his seat in several days. In his youth he dreamed of being a NASA astronaut but the wear and tear of years slowly washed away his dreams. The only sounds audible in the room were that of rapid key tapping and the slurping of his generic soda, until abruptly a high pitched shrill came out of his beach ball shaped head – “ahhhhhhhhhhhh!” He watched in agony as his precious bard fell to the virtual ground dead, he had lost all of his gold and his favourite sword. It was a player versus player defeat, the victor – a level 42 ogre warrior played unbeknownst to Milo by 12 year old Johnny O’Dool. Milo let out a massive war cry and stood up furious, he rose to his feat so fast a cloud of dust fell off of him. He vowed he would find this person who killed him in his digital life and make him pay. He put on a bright yellow triple XL rain coat and a pair of ten dollar boots. He stepped out of his room for the first time in several weeks, and stepped out into the rain. He managed to make it eleven steps out of his house before – BOOM! He was struck by lightning! The legend, now a true legend – is rumored to haunt cyber space killing all fantasy-medieval level 41 ogre warriors upon advancing to level 42.
The end.
Its getting harder and harder for me to come up with clever titles. I can’t really categorize my life or line of thinking into any clever attention grabbing heading so I guess I will not even try today. I’m quite tired of living at home, perhaps leaving my apartment was a bad idea. If my ship date gets pushed back for any reason I will definitely move out, I don’t think I could handle much more. Aside from feeling rather annoyed being around so many people all the time, I have no internet connection and barely any cell phone reception. Everytime I see call lost I have to refrain from throwing my phone into a brick wall. I’m tired of Verizon sucking. I’m very exhausted with everything, I don’t even have the energy to do much. I did start writing something, but I will see if I have the ambition to follow through with it. So far I’m at four pages, I have another one hundred and forty or so to go. The concept is in my head roughly, it’s just transcribing it that can prove to be challenging. Oh, I’ve seen an increase in traffic lately – a lot of search engine hits so thanks google for moving me up on the ranking or something like that. Welcome new people, as you’ll see I kind of droane on a lot about stuff and sometimes do interesting things. Which reminds me, I have new stuff on my youtube account (youtube.com/user/ryankenward) so go look at that if you are feeling ambitious. More so than me that is. Anyway. Uhhh… I do have a few more projects I want to do, hopefully in the next few days. Uhhhhhhhh… That about does it really. Good day.
- Ryan
Alas, we’ve come to the end of another week. For those of you who have made it along with me I raise my glass to you. Actually, this week hasn’t been so bad – in fact for me, it has been a breath of fresh air. I really feel fantasatic. I’ve been working hard on coming up with little animated shorts, I finished another one but haven’t got it up on youtube yet. Aside from this, all other aspects of my existence seem to be going quite well also. I wish I had more to write but I’m kind of short of words today. I’m looking forward to the weekend because after all, that is what I am working for… and cue the music. Everybody’s working for the weekend.
Fare well everyone,
- Ryan
