Well, I’m sitting alone in my room… I was somewhat productive today I guess.  I did the adopt a highway thing with the detachment this morning and I did do laundry and fold/put away also made my bed and uploaded some new pictures to the Flickr so that is something.  I didn’t go to the gym, I got dressed for it – in fact I am in my clothes now but I just didn’t gather up the energy today.  My life is an enigma to me, more specifically my relationship.  I wish I understood things better.  4 days until I fly home… I have a feeling this trip will make or break a lot of things.  I have high hopes but sometimes I am afraid they are just that…  I wish I were back home for good.  I miss my friends, my dummy, my brothers and sisters… being a free man.  Oh well… just over 3 years left.  Seems like forever though.

- Me.

It’s so damn hot I woke up again. Well, since I can’t fall asleep right away here’s a list of crap I want to get.

Cannon EOS Rebel XTi – $795.00

MacBook – $1299.00

Fender ’62 Jaguar (3 tone sunburst) – $1435

-Me

Well, day 2 of not eating very much.  Yesterday I had a breakfast sandwich and a Hershey bar with Almonds.  I think today I will just go with cereal and water and orange juice.  I’m going to go to the gym after school for an hour or so.  I’m tired.  Also not in a very pleasant mood.  People who hold grudges are silly.

me.