I am in complete agreeance with Mr. Paul, I wrote it several weeks ago when the whole Fannie/Freddie bubble burst (even though I managed a strategy that got me a 250% gain ) – The root of everything is greed.  I am planning on doing a video podcast this weekend for the website about the economy and human nature… prepare to be pwn3d stupid noobs who don’t understand the relationship between the two.

UPDATE:  Just discovered Ron Paul is a fellow Freemason – suddenly it makes sense why he is so much smarter than his colleagues.

Sigh… I see you spent a good amount of time here.  I wish things would have been different.  It’s too late now.  I don’t plan on directly speaking to you any more than this.  Take care of yourself.

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Spent forever trying to make the damn favicon.ico work – got it eventually. The site is taking form well and the podcast seems to be doing better and better every week… hopefully it will continue to grow. Listener interactivity is still low.

Bert really is an evil bastard, I found these disturbing pictures floating around on interweb which offer a shocking perspective into the double life of the famed Sesame Street resident.  He’s a bad influence all around, I vote him off the street.

Also, any mp3 files that were linked in any of my 400+ posts now have an embedded flash player to the right of the link… it’s a tiny little play icon just click it to listen to whatever.  I guess that is all for today… trying to remain upbeat.  As much as possible.  Oh I also beat Grand Theft Auto 4 and The Force Unleashed in the past 2 days, yay… productive… uhhhhhhhhhhh.  thegameseers.com Considering I see over 125 actual unique hits per day on this site – please take a second to vote in the poll below. Also astonishingly the few episodes of the RyanKenward.com podcast that exist are downloaded over 200x each episode per month. It’s strange to think of all the people who listen to your material and read it but never say anything.

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Just sitting here quietly before work… Thinking like always.  Sometimes it is really difficult to understand how I got where I am, sometimes I wish it weren’t the case – and other times I am uncertain if any place else is better anyway.  There is always that nagging feeling inside of me wishing I could go back and fix things but I have to tune it out and realize it wasn’t really my fault.  Perhaps it wasn’t worth it at all anyway.  I cannot recall a happier time in my life than those moments back then, but they’re all gone and even if there were some way to recreate them it would never be the same again.  Roads were traversed against my advisory – roads I can’t follow down.  So I go on, each day blending into the next – of course I think about the past constantly but it’s gone.  I speak very vague when I write, but the only person in the world who would understand this is probably the last person who would ever read it.  I hope you’re happy, I really do.  I just think there was another way once upon a time, that was better – now it’s gone and so am I.