Thinking back on the way things were, I really was living with my eyes closed. My loyalty basically made me blind to anyone else who existed. Now, it seems like I’m very aware. Which is good, and bad. It was much easier just knowing the way your life would be, now I’m not so sure. Its all very confusing to me.
I’ve made it to my final 90 some odd days left in my assignment here in Korea… what a long time it has been. Lots of things have changed in my time here. Most of them not for better. It is unfortunate but I guess its life – especially my life.
I work on the Game Seers podcast frequently and am always trying to improve things. Today I dished out $150.00 to get Final Cut Express 4 for my MacBook so I can work on doing some more interesting things with our episodes.
Speaking of Mac and Apple – I’ve been reading Steve Wozniak’s autobiography iWoz which is very interesting. I recommend it to anyone who loves computers, video games, or anything related to technology. It was also cool to see that yet another awesome person is a Freemason like me. Seems like I’m always finding more and more which is very cool.
I beat BioShock for the 360 – it was a pretty decent game… until the ending. Weak. I felt like something much cooler should have happened. But overall I can’t gripe too much. I doubt I’ll replay the game, maybe if I get super bored but since I’m always playing new games to review for the Game Seers – probably won’t happen anytime soon.
I’ve banked some decent money for a new car when I return home. I am deciding if I want to risk it on a new web project I’m fairly certain would be pretty new and revolutionary. I don’t want to sit on it too long because someone else will eventually think of it. I do own the perfect domain name though for it.
Guess that is all for tonight.
- Ryan
People with small eyes that are close together and have bulbus heads scare me.
Follow me on twitter.com (http://twitter.com/ryankenward) once I have 1,000 followers I will give away my Sony Ericsson K790a randomly to a follower as I’m getting an iPhone when I come home. This is the phone James Bond used in Casino Royale, it retails around $300.00 – check it out.
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Trying to find songs I’ve written over the past year… found a short poem I wrote back in April.
On a cold April morning
he summoned his remaining strength
rose to his feet
and quietly slipped into madness
he lost himself in her
he went with no struggle
he went with no fear
he simply went
never to return
So here’s what I’ve learned. Working 12 hours = lots of sleeping. If you sleep all day when you’re not at work and you’re tired on your days off you will not eat Burger King or Taco Bell or (-insert other fast food restaurant-) – which equals losing weight. You only need 1 meal a day anyway because you’re not awake long enough to need more food than that. This schedule sucks.